May312012
Straight A’s. That makes my overall GPA 3.954. Stupid B in English 100. // Its ironic, how I am getting a degree in a subject that I used to hate. (insert some quote about learning about the things we don’t know much of, learning to actually like it, and being well rounded) // Blackberry Greek Yogurt. Yum! // There’s just something about you I don’t like. It’s like a bad vibe. You seem to be a good person, but I can’t help to think that you’re a completely different person on the inside. // Shame showed me a lot of things, taught me a lot of things, but mostly just showed me a lot of skin. // You would think that a person would be happy with themselves. But little did you know, they long for the feeling of being wanted by someone else. And that feeling wanted from others is slowly deteriorating towards a dark abyss. // Some thoughts should never be revisited. Ugh. Chills down my spine in disgust. Just…eww. // Why am I so angry at her? And why does the thought of tearing her apart make me feel better? // Jeremy Renner. There’s just something about you that makes you seem awesome. // I like to look at menswear blogs. Mostly for the men, but also for what they’re wearing. //
May302012
So everything is good. They did receive the acceptance. Now all I have to wait for is June 11th. // I wonder how many people and who are in my program. // One step at a time. // Peach greek yogurt. YUM. :D // Might be retiring this phone. We shall see… // So today is my dad’s birthday, and its probably one of the only recent birthdays when his mom is here. // It would be the most amazing thing to ever happen to me. I am excited, not gonna lie. // Its summer! Time for some fun in the sun. // Is it bad that I wanted to take a picture? //
7AM
“To be yourself in a world that is constantly trying to make you something else is the greatest accomplishment.”
Ralph Waldo Emerson (via kari-shma)(via hersextoy)
9AM
Knee is feeling better than yesterday. // Its nearing the end of May. // In need of some serendipity. // Neutral. Stagnant. Calm. // Then there are the attractive people with charming personalities that are actually douchebags. (Am I being a hypocrite right now?) // Yakisoba. Ice cream. Etc. Just going about the house eating everything. // Naps have become a part of my life now. It’s my body’s way of adapting to summer. // Feels good to work out. Swimming brings me back. // Did I just screw myself over? I don’t think so. //
May282012
Off to Santa Cruz! I will try my hardest not to get any darker. // I can honestly say that I’m over it. // I hope I get better soon. I hate being sick. // Feeling good about this summer. Time for some adventure. // There are so many similarities between my dad and I, but there is also so much opposition. //
